* 舊情綿綿/保守堅持
>>>Thursday, April 28, 2005
People are unreasonable, illogical and self-centered. Love, anyway.
If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives. Do good, anyway.
If you are successful, you will win false friends and true enemies. Succeed, anyway.
The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow. Do good, anyway.
Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable. Be honest and frank, anyway.
The biggest person with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest person with the smallest mind. Think big, anyway.
What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight. Build, anyway.
People really need help but may attack if you help them. Help, anyway.
Give the world the best you have and you might get kicked in the teeth. Give the world the best you've got, anyway.
Mother Teresa
Catholic Nun, Missionary
From Her Book "A Simple Path"
看畢《花樣年華》,正要埋首繼續趕緊工作之時,卻未能忘記這些。
我是個老式人吧。我所喜歡的事物,總是隨年月而消隱。像麥當勞的焦糖新地、有片片檸檬的檸檬茶。像樓下上海舖的水晶粉。像牛奶公司的花生味、豆腐+芝麻味雪糕。全都曇花一現。
只是喜歡,就是喜歡吧。
老好的味道,我一直記掛在心頭。
母親老是在問,看了那麼多次不悶嗎?那張曼玉的長衫,漂亮得太過份了吧,一點也不真實。我說,你看那個年代的人舉手投足都是那麼慢條斯理,說話又含蓄隱晦,我就是喜歡這種節奏與氛圍。你看看現在《學警雄心》裡年輕人說話的速度──我寧可喜歡苗喬偉。
本來就是個快閃黨成員,平日生活,別人大抵會以聰明醒目稱許。是精靈吧,我卻一心一意只被慢動作所吸引。
想起德蘭修女,有時也會想起 Paris Hilton──可以肯定說我不喜歡這個年代,可生活還是要繼續吧。
看看《花樣年華》。想望一段壓抑的感情。其餘時間努力生活,習慣新鮮的味道。或者只有對比,我才明白生命的因為所以吧。
要是周慕雲變成後-周慕雲,那又有甚麼稀奇?只是,能夠躍動他的最微小情感的,依然是那個跟他合寫小說、做過一些預演的蘇麗珍。
縱然我昨夜做了一個夢──他死了,而我在他的葬禮內,流淚。
:: posted by my lock, 10:14 AM
這是一所綠色的房子。牆上鴨屎綠的油漆逐漸剝落,斑駁得像一個個流離失所的孤島。擁有房子,仍在漂流。是生活,是創作。其實我們都是房子。有時是門鎖,有時是鑰匙。幸而這裡盛載記憶,archive 作為刻度的提示。至於綠色,是我們叩門時的三長兩短。咯咯,這是一所綠色的房子。

