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>>>Thursday, March 29, 2007

令人目眩的小鹿走來走去。我對著螢光幕集中打字的幻覺。中飯時稍事休息，跟旁邊女同事從收拾衣服鞋子談到女性漫步成長。保險、基金，種種要我們慢慢學習了解的條約。看見青春的身體，我更害怕日復日的衰老。眼角連一道細紋都沒有，心裡就一直擔心長出第一條魚的尾巴。我怕。青春的軀體多麼美麗。眼睛的摺紋。手臂的呼應。胸膛的堅實。小鹿忙亂地走來走去。偶然接聽電話，小鹿向我查證方塊字的得失，然後明明的約會，只是我有我的《野良犬》，於是隨口搪塞另一天，一切如落花流水一樣自然。然後看父子情電影。然後瞥見逝去的人臉。望到長髮穿綠的潘源良。銀幕上一臉滄桑的李麗珍。林子祥的〈最愛是誰〉又再轉動。原來過得很快樂，只我一人未發覺。

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