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>>>Thursday, February 14, 2008

已經攪不清楚，美麗是否來自壓抑。只是，美麗叫人很痛苦。

今天仍很冷，今天是節慶，今天截稿，我只好拼命寫，然而終點像海市蜃樓，可望不可即。身邊夾雜事不關己的笑語，偶然穿插難擋的冷箭。是這樣的，犯錯了，就有後遺。手冊上，今天蓋了一隻黑豬。我聽了很多難聽的說話。

我想流淚，當我看見美麗的帽子，當我想起那個人對我的憐惜。我忘記了，原來我曾經被愛如此。我彷彿已經失卻愛一個人的能力，一地落定的塵埃。

:: posted by my lock, 2:22 AM