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>>>Friday, February 08, 2008

因為那次外景，一些不懂得面對的情感再次湧上心頭。那兩天，不住想，你會不會就在人群之中。只要見一面都好。林憶蓮的歌又在腦中徐徐響起……想起從樓梯一級一級走下去的心跳感覺。昇降機內的倒影。襯衣的顏色與款式。影印的釘裝。扉頁的留字。坐在你身邊時的安全感。在你對面看你時的不言而喻。那年一月，我的手捉住你的手。你講起一個短篇小說……我以為，你才是真正明白我的那一個。也許因為情感太複雜，才無法處之泰然。然而你把一切怪罪自己，還對我有所期望。說穿了，所有的錯失都因為我的任性……

:: posted by my lock, 4:30 AM