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>>>Wednesday, March 16, 2005

不是威迫,而是需要時間與空間去進行反省與思索。我的心一直十分嘈雜,從沒有好好聆聽生命的奏鳴曲。二十三年又三個多月了,實在不應再放肆亂彈錯致的琴音。她說,一切以前我必先做好自己。她又覆述他對我的憂慮,我實在不應叫他失望,更不該迫他看不起我。另一個她說,我的日記不該只得情愛。我想,當她那麼努力幹活而我只想以幻影逃避可見的殘酷現實時,我走在她身邊是多麼的細細。今夜,別個她又提醒我,某些過火的行為可能造成的種種錯失與危險──太多缺點,讓我知道自己不及資格,更必需承認難堪的膚淺。不過因為小聰明、好奇心與文字矯飾,誤以為我值得。無法面對你的責任感、誠懇與內斂。一個人在途上,成就,兩個人的幸運。

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