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* the panic, the vomit

>>>Thursday, January 18, 2007

糾纏不清，直到晚上八時三十五分才告離開。第一次深切明白個人的無力。第一次發現我面對的不只是自己。一個人。一支對伍。一塊鏍絲。一部機械。步履躝跚地回家，與妹妹約定到附近的吉野家吃一頓牛肉火鍋。夜太晚，食物太多，結果嘔吐大作，像要吐出承受不了的壓力。是的，才突然懂得從前順遂的日子，才忽爾明白那些曾經疼愛我的人有多麼痛心。如今我背對著風，繼續一個人在途上，學習殘酷的成長。god loves his children...

:: posted by my lock, 11:11 PM