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>>>Wednesday, October 26, 2005

我讀著你的寥寥數語，最想請教羅生。迷津是我，我學不會。然後看見貼上新鮮的俏臉，嫉妒與不安全感仍然排山倒海，發脾氣，思想更飄到老遠，想像新歡的魅力，名噪一時的距離。應該早已沒期待。應該心死為何仍未放開。戀甚麼愛。你高山。我深海。求助她們的時候，她們勞氣更正我，我的情緒應叫作情緒化和不可理喻，告誡我再這樣野蠻下去請過主唔好害人。但流眼淚的，仍是我。傷心的，也是我。心情直插谷底，看來無人願意接受原來的我。又被芝芝傳染了重感冒，失控的眼淚與鼻水，頭痛和喉嚨痛夾擊，我很沮喪，人混沌莫名，連帶寫字都墮落成這個樣子。我根本無法利用文字適切地表達此間的感受。我幾曾把玩自如的文字觸感死左去邊？她們都說我幸運，幾時有？難道要怪我不知足。

:: posted by my lock, 7:53 AM