* easter is gone
>>>Monday, March 28, 2005
visiting her there makes me realize what a hard life is leading. while i was waiting outside, i heard a joke telling by the elder, reminding me a song by eels.
quoted from a song, 3 speed./
his sweetness to her reminded me of what love actually is. but i should also admit that this kind of love is confined to certain people. is that really important that someone offers me a cake and kisses me in this way? to a certain extent, showing is far more important than telling. yet i am mentally disturbed by the one who resists showing intimacy directly./
keep dreaming at night that i do not want to wake up consciously. i was caressed like a baby daughter. next moment, i was in love with an exceptional old man. Seemingly, he was dying anyway./
she loves the place which is revealed to her exclusively./
"can you wait for me?" "i am waiting. i am waiting..."
"life is funny / but not ha ha funny / peculiar i guess"
quoted from a song, 3 speed./
his sweetness to her reminded me of what love actually is. but i should also admit that this kind of love is confined to certain people. is that really important that someone offers me a cake and kisses me in this way? to a certain extent, showing is far more important than telling. yet i am mentally disturbed by the one who resists showing intimacy directly./
keep dreaming at night that i do not want to wake up consciously. i was caressed like a baby daughter. next moment, i was in love with an exceptional old man. Seemingly, he was dying anyway./
she loves the place which is revealed to her exclusively./
"can you wait for me?" "i am waiting. i am waiting..."
:: posted by my lock, 7:24 AM
這是一所綠色的房子。牆上鴨屎綠的油漆逐漸剝落,斑駁得像一個個流離失所的孤島。擁有房子,仍在漂流。是生活,是創作。其實我們都是房子。有時是門鎖,有時是鑰匙。幸而這裡盛載記憶,archive 作為刻度的提示。至於綠色,是我們叩門時的三長兩短。咯咯,這是一所綠色的房子。

